choosewisely

I'm at this point right now,
where something keeps me from moving forward in general
and also from moving forward in any of my different interest.
Being choked by multimedia, distracted and confused, never satisfied with what I've created.

I'm far to open minded and I can't do anything about it, I can't seem to sort out hobby's and the things I’m just interested in.
I want to learn something about everything both practical and theoretical; this stops me from cultivating the 'things' I have 'set' long term goals for. Also my goals don't get clearer than "being successful doing ....." or "using skills I developed for doing .....".

I Feel like I know what's wrong, like I exactly know what to do about it.
getting out of the mist, setting short term goals, focus.

Seems simple right,
still I'm not solving anything!
It’s frustrating but time's passing and I'm not travelling along with it.

Is it lack of self discipline or misinterpretation of my problem?

Honestly?

I'm dutch, please excuse my grammar

heyy, I know this two journals in one week is too much but,
reached the 2000 Pageviews
it's not a huge number but still, haha!



just some people who frequenly comment on my deviations!


the new NERD coming out the 10th!
You really should check it out, got it for two days now, it's awesome!!

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So, finally...
not sure if i've passed but, I'm done with school for atleast 3 months.

I have a lot of great Ideas, photoshop, photography and music/lyrics..

Since I don't have a model
Ill be doing a lot Editing/vector/typo things..
I might even share some lyrics or music, not sure!

take care

Really really sad news... I lost my photoshop DVD and formatted my pc..
So now I don't have photoshop!!!!!!!!
*dies*

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I'm 18
that's it
see ya

FEATURES:[link]

And by that I mean, Feature-Day

Only six people in for a feature?
Saves me work
so I thought I'd just get over with it,
6 comments = 6 features

I'll make that 10 by featuring another 4 cool artists.
here we go!

Fiiirst,

1. Fav poetry on deviantart, cool pictures
First-Impressions [link]
Choosing [link]
Afraid-of-the-Truth [link]

2. some nice clean designs. and more
Mighty-Family [link]
Mobile-phone-shop [link]

3. also cool variation of art
Lizzard-2 [link]
Portfolio-page-1 [link]

4. One of the fewer photographers taking beautifull pictures without getting cliche.
nice eye pic [link]
Rose [link]
Waterdrops [link]

5.
smart one [link]
Too late [link]

6. Two black and white beauty pics from the girl with the awesome username
[link]
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four more awesome artists to check out.


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Edit: oh, one more